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Wednesday, October 31st, 2007
1:50 pm
ALBUQUERQUE PEOPLE!!!!!!!
Memetic Press' first comic, "AFTER," has hit shelves in Albuquerque, NM!

GO TO COMICS WAREHOUSE ON MENAUL AND BUY THE COMIC I HAVE TOILED TO PROMOTE, BECAUSE IT ROCKS EVERYTHING'S FUCKING FACE OFF. PLUNK DOWN 3.50 AND BUY IT. READ IT AT SATELLITE, READ IT IN CLASS...GET THE WORD OUT!

JUST BUY THIS COMIC IF YOU NEVER DO ANYTHING ELSE FOR ME, IT'S A SUPERGOOD POST-APOCALYPTIC STORY, AND IF YOU KEEP READING IT, I APPEAR IN ISSUE FIVE AS A VILLAIN. SO PICK UP ISSUE ONE AND PREPARE FOR THE STORY OF A LIFETIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Current Mood: excited
Wednesday, October 3rd, 2007
3:16 pm
Pass It Along...
This is the modern era's way of dumping a chain survey. Booya.

http://memoriter.net/flash/test.html

It's a wee bit surprising in that it's quite accurate.

Back to work *HELL* and waiting to get out of here, buy my red vinyl waist cincher, and go jogging for 45 minutes...boofuckingya.

Current Mood: bored
Monday, November 6th, 2006
9:24 pm
TICKLE ME EMO!


This is an animation me and my Artiste worked on. He animated the character, I wrote the lines and did the voice. I hope you all enjoy...let me know what you think!

Current Mood: excited
Friday, October 20th, 2006
12:56 pm
Honor...
MEMORIALCollapse )

Current Mood: angry
Friday, September 8th, 2006
7:26 pm
Lotsa Random Stuff...
My Interests Collage!Collapse )
Create your own! Originally Written By ga_woo, Hosted and ReWritten by darkman424
Thursday, June 1st, 2006
11:12 am
Yay...!
Good and bad.

Good:

The show last night kicked ass.
I got to hear "She's In Parties" and "Terrible Lie."
I got to see cool people at Denny's last night.
I did well at AOL.
I got to see Drayke a LOT.

Bad:

Drayke couldn't stay over last night.
I have another sinus infection.
I spoke to my ex last night (we were friendly, so sort of good).
My ex informed me a letter came from the Johnson County Courthouse.
The letter is most likely a lawsuit over 75 dollars I forgot I owed when I was 18.

The concert made everything OKAY, though.
Now I have to move most of an apartment by myself...if anyone could help, call me at 310-995-3916.

Current Mood: annoyed
Monday, May 29th, 2006
12:20 pm
BWAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well, my dear Drayke finally rubbed off on me enough...though I was already caught between the two worlds that I scored highest in...hehe. I like big boots and lace, is it so wrong?

You scored as Industrial/Rivet-Head. You're a rivet-head. You like industrial music, warehouses, and you are a minion of the machines.

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Old-school Goth

58%

Industrial/Rivet-Head

58%

Understanding Outsider

50%

Anything-Goes Goth

46%

Death Rocker

42%

Ethereal Goth

33%

Cyber-goth

29%

Romantic Goth

25%

Perky Goff

17%

Fantasy Goth

13%

Confused Outsider

0%

What subcategory of Goth best fits you?
created with QuizFarm.com


Current Mood: amused
Sunday, May 21st, 2006
5:16 pm
Oh, GODS...
I had something very fucked up happen yesterday, and it's not going away. I feel somewhat better, but I am still fuckered up from it.

Banishing rituals, anyone?
Before I have another Clive Barker dream about killing my friends under someone else's command? I'm not a fan of those dreams...!

Current Mood: nervous
3:29 am
BLAAAAAAH...
At Denny's.
Waiting for Drayke to get off work.
Annoyed and tired.

Yet somehow, I'm still conscious.
I'm ever so proud of myself.

Cherry blossom pasties, beeyotch.
Or something.

Fellow insomniacs, feel free to join me at Denny's for caffiene and conversation.
It might be...yeah. Something.

*yawns to death*

Current Mood: tired
Friday, May 19th, 2006
5:00 am
Well...
Tonight's beating served the purpose I had intended.

In addition to being the endorphine rush from hell, it also brought about some interesting psychological reactions within me. I'm desperately trying to process things that came to the surface and not trying to kill myself right now because of the content of such things.

I am in a wave of insane emotions right now, and I feel the need for more pain. I want to fucking hurt like I've never hurt before. I want...fuck...I want to die and be reborn over and over in this fiery pain down my back.

I feel like my cover has been ripped off of me...
I need...something.

Current Mood: confused
Thursday, May 18th, 2006
8:37 pm
BEAT THAT, DAVID BOWIE!!!!!!!!!
LiveJournal Haiku!
Your name:delphiangel
Your haiku:who are too smart for
the laughing gnome that song but
i've never met any
Username:
Created by Grahame


IF THE ALMIGHTY HAIKU GENERATOR SAYS IT, IT MUST BE TRUE!

Current Mood: amused
8:26 pm
Words Of Wonder
Oh my love
This ache inside
You make me scream
If I do not say
These beautiful words
Something will die
And I will fall
There is a burning
Deep in my chest
Where I cannot reach
A deep hole
Every time I push
My hands inside it
They come out
Through my heart
And the feeling fills
Fills my eyes
With tears of joy
Each time you are
Standing before me
I must smile
When I hear your name
Play hopscotch
In the chalk outline
Of my heart
Jump to the beat
You put there
I touch your face
As you sleep
Whisper love songs
In your ear
When you cannot
Hear my words
And when you awake
I am staring
At the ceiling
Because I am afraid
To forget you...

Current Mood: passionate
2:59 pm
*Shrieks*
Oops with my hair...wound up not bleaching it, but getting a tri-color effect. It now spans extreme blonde at the roots to copper, to brown, then to black. I swear if Drayke makes a "Tony The Tiger" joke ONE MORE TIME, I'm putting him over my knee for a spanking. Well, I'd do that anyway, but still...

Looks like Saggio's might hire me, but I need to go back in on Monday. Yippe shit.

I'm now officially Mistress Melody's show slave for Kink in June, and shall be onstage alongside Mr. Arcane and Ms. Kree, so happiness all around. I'll also more likely than not be onstage for Meat Market tonight at the mercy of Mistress Lexianna. I'm going to be wearing a rather surprising outfit for me, so don't be too repulsed.

At any rate, off to do...something? Anything? Lalalalala...?

Current Mood: excited
Wednesday, May 17th, 2006
1:37 pm
Yet Again...!
Well, I'm fighting with my parents again.

They keep screaming at me about how they think I'm "spinning my wheels" in ABQ, and accomplishing nothing. They say they would have brought me to Germany if I was back in L.A. working for them. They say it's impossible for me to be an animation writer unless I'm living with them, where they can be over my shoulder, telling me what to do. These are almost exact quotes from Mom and Dad. They basically told me I'll never work in the industry on their watch unless I'm living in L.A.

Why are they doing this to me? I know that they are just wanting me to do well and not waste my talents, but yet again, they are driving me away. I can't believe how worthless my family is making me feel, and I have no support from them again. I only want their encouragement. Yet...they have taken it upon themselves to end my career as long as I live away from them.

I am so fucking upset. Keep sharp objects away from me, I want to cut again.

However, right now, I've cut my own hair and am bleaching it. Fun.

Current Mood: depressed
10:06 am
Early Morning Music Musings...
So...I forgot I had put this on my playlist. I love this song beyond words, and it's now quickly joined the list of songs that make me teary-eyed. This is for everyone I have ever, or currently love in "that way."

"Precious and fragile things
Need special handling
My God what have we done to you
We always tried to share
The tenderest of care
Now look what we have put you through

Things get damaged
Things get broken
I thought we'd manage
But words left unspoken
Left us so brittle
There was so little left to give

Angels with silver wings
Shouldn't know suffering
I wish I could take the pain for you
If God has a master plan
That only He understands
I hope it's your eyes He's seeing through

Things get damaged
Things get broken
I thought we'd manage
But words left unspoken
Left us so brittle
There was so little left to give

I pray you learn to trust
Have faith in both of us
And keep room in your hearts for two

Things get damaged
Things get broken
I thought we'd manage
But words left unspoken
Left us so brittle
There was so little left to give..."

--"Precious" by Depeche Mode

Love you guys...I need to wash off the brief, unneccessary glint of Sad Bastardness. It's just that...something I'll only discuss with people in person recently happened (thus far, only Drayke, Arcane, Q, and Jhef know), and has sort of hurt me beyond words. I just need to collapse in my Drayke's arms and pretend the world doesn't exist for a while. Maybe then this hurt will go away.

Current Mood: restless
9:32 am
Busy, Crazy Day Ahead...
So...missed Haj last night.
I still have stamps for you, though...come get them!

Need to go get hair bleach and check out Buffalo Exchange for a bit, and possibly find a place to get my hair cut for NOT a huge amount of money. Does anyone know a good place here in ABQ for that?

I have decided I'm tired of the black hair. I want to go back to when it was almost white blonde. I miss that. I'm going to have to keep the shit on FOREVER to get past the black hair dye, or try to find a strong color stripper at Free Radicals...wonder if they have the Manic Panic White Lightning that I used to use...

So...yeah. Busy day, and Drayke is in between three and four. Happyjoy!!!!!!!
Time for snuggles!

Current Mood: busy
Tuesday, May 16th, 2006
11:41 pm
Ugh...!
Long, boooooooooooooring day, with the exception of the lovely Ms. Haj at the Bubble Lounge. You are always so wonderful to see.

I'm just waiting up to trade a stamp for a haircut.
I also wanted to show off my new LJ icon.

"It was an accident, I didn't mean it..."

Current Mood: awake
6:33 pm
For Drayke...
"Go to the Empire State and watch the city lights
Hear the noise of millions struggle in the sprawl
Stare into the sky, we're few and far between
Black eyes full of stars, wide with memories

Every street I ever walked
Every home I ever had
Is lost

Every flower I ever held
Every spring I ever had
Has died

Every man I ever knew
Every woman I ever had
Is gone

Everything I ever touched
Everything I ever had
Has died

Lie down in the park and watch the satellites
Hear the children sing just a breath away
Dance in the heavy air along the interstate
Black lung full of fumes, choke on memories

Every street I ever walked
Every home I ever had
Is lost

Every flower I ever held
Every spring I ever had
Has died

Every man I ever knew
Every woman I ever had
Is gone

Everything I ever touched
Everything I ever had
Has died..."

--"Like Tears In Rain" by Covenant

Current Mood: happy
Sunday, May 14th, 2006
11:21 am
Y'Know...
I hate waking up in the morning to an anxiety attack.

I just started thinking about my financial woes.
That's never a good thing to wake up to in your head.

But I'm better. Also feeling better from the sinus infection.
I guess anger works wonders.

I hope she is okay...she is very important to me, and if he so much as LOOKS at her in a not-nice way, I WILL FUCKING RAM HIS GODDAMN TEETH DOWN HIS THROAT AND LAUGH.

Okay...shower time, folks.

Current Mood: cranky
4:08 am
Lyrics To A Song I'm Writing...
It is time again
I have armed myself
Here I stand before you
Here I stand alone
Shooting from the hip
At your head
When the blood fills my eyes
I am reborn in your mind

I don't know where I'm going
I don't know where I've gone
I don't know who I am today
They say I've done something wrong
I need to fill my black hole mind
And find out where I belong

I think I'm falling now
Feels like I've fallen before
Everyone knows me better
Than I know myself
The shadows fade before me
Someone's watching me again
When the blood fills my eyes
I am reborn another time

I don't know where I'm going
I don't know where I've gone
I don't know who I am today
They say I've done something wrong
I need to fill my black hole mind
And find out where I belong

God someone please help me
The gray is swirling by
Drag off this chainsmoke heartbreak
Where did I go today
I never knew your name
When I returned the magnum force
But when the blood fills my eyes
I am reborn in your mind

I don't know where I'm going
I don't know where I've gone
I don't know who I am today
They say I've done something wrong
I need to fill my black hole mind
And find out where I belong

I am a man alone
And when the blood fills my eyes
I am reborn another time

Current Mood: accomplished
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